I Hurt Inside, I am scared

I look into my mirror
I try so hard to see the real me
I bury my reality
in my cloak
in my sexuality

Right now I am so afraid
again I cry myself to sleep
I am truly lost
perhaps too late to wonder
the dirt packs my grave
my tears have made my mud
a concrete prison
sealing my every dream
my every hope
my every prayer
muffling my cries
beneath this crushing layer

I know what it feels like to be alone
I know true lonliness
I am so sad tonight
too weak to fight
yet here I lie
but I cannot die

Struggling to find a reason
to find my self
please God
I pray tonight
give me the strength to fight
If it weren't for the few friends I know
I would lie breathless
here below. . .

By a very sad Amber Vinci

Poem for Bobby

I understand your pain my friend
people judge and never know
the soul beneath
But always know that there are those
that know
and there are those who care
and know the real you
you have been a great friend
and I will always be
here until I die
I may need your shoulder
at times to cry
We all hide our secrets
from those who don't understand
but never from each other
so I offer my hand
to you my forever friend

With Love, Amber

A great poem from Bobby

Behind Myself

I look out into the world from inside
behind myself
hiding inside
a dark window conceals me
yet all know only what they see
not the real me
being what I'm supposed to be
I wish sometimes I were someone else
a girl who's friends know well
being loved for who they are
and never leaving
Trapped in these evil jaws
I struggle but not forever
because I will always be
the same in my secret sadness
hiding behind who I am
where endless tears flow
the only place I know
inside myself
I wish you could see
what it's really like
to live inside as me. . .

By Amber Vinci

The G Spot-- Fact or Fiction

I have known very few girls who say there's something to the G-spot. You have to understand a woman better than that. Any spot can be the G-spot. How you warm up your babe is a lot more important than finding some "spot". We women all have a genetic influenced tempo that is best for us . Every woman is different, so a good lover will make due and adapt to his partner and she to his. Some need long foreplay time, some don't. So guys, forget about the G-spot and just ask your baby what she likes and please her naturally. Trust me, she will love you back and you wont have to ask--just let it happen!!!!!